Imaginarium

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Let me describe the heavens of my mind to you:

The sky is vast and always blue, the sun is high,

The wind is warm, soft on the skin and clouds roam by,

Hopes are many, joys are intense and mistakes few,

When something gets bad or worse, you can start anew,

If you don’t succeed, again you can always try,

A world with beginnings, endings, but no adieu,

For it is gone only the time for a goodbye…

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Clearly not my best work here but indulge me.

To be re written.

Probably.

Je te suis tu me fuis

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Je te suis, tu me fuis,

Je te fuis, tu me suis,

J’essuie les traces de suie

J’effleure traces de pluie

Qui coulent sur nos joues

Et j’en oublie les larmes

Qui roucoulent avec charme

Chez chacun même les fous,

Je pleure face à qui je suis,

Et sous cette douce nuit

Qui -nuage au mille feux- luie

Tu es celle et moi celui,

On rigole et puis on joue

Sous ces belles robes parmes

Dont le soir se pare et s’arme

Tant que le monde est à nous.

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Face

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This morning when he looked

In the mirror he saw

Something that was crooked,

Something evilly raw,

It wasn’t in the stare

Nor in the small shy smile,

– He never though his style

To let it somehow scare

Him oh so profoundly –

Rather something other,

Something that brought about

Uncertainty and doubt,

Not that it did bother

For he went candidly.

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Saint John’s

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It’s on the tip of my tongue,

It’s at the edge of my breath,

It is the truth to my lie,

The feeling I keep in check;

Breathing cool on my neck,

In the corner of my eye,

Oh it is my drug, my meth,

I wonder, “what if I sung?”;

It is true, I am still young,

Barely know alpha from beth,

But I feel it in the sky :

Strange, irresistible beck,

I can barely keep in check

Screaming at me to just try

But I fear this form of death,

The bells have yet to be wrung.

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Butterfly

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Their cries echo so far away

And I smile under this bright day,

I can hear them in the distance;

Despite this heavenly burden,

Unwavering, I keep my stance,

For this moment is my guerdon,

The sole goal of my existence,

That is the path I have taken

With fortitude and unshaken

Despite my father’s insistence,

I have succeeded in this quest

Throwing away my subsistence,

How it feels numb to be the best;

I can see her in the distance

As I kneel back down on the ground,

She cries but I can hear no sound…

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If

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Never in a thousand years will I be wise enough

To equal this masterpiece that echoes in my soul

After all I am nothing but a greenhorn, a fool,

And this immense burden, I could not carry it through

With such outstanding beauty and incredible skill

Or with such eloquence or dashing, straightforward style

And under the great pressure I would certainly keel

Despite all the great stories I that know I can tell;

However I may try, there will always be deep in me

This dark, crippling fear that I will never be worthy,

But I will pursue life and always remain hearty

For I can gain from it much more than who am I…?

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So far and yet so close…

Graduation

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You know how it begins

With a single soft shove

Of two with the same kins

Or perhaps lack thereof,

By deliberate hand

Or luck of destiny

And the world becomes bland

To the heart’s mutiny,

From a single moment

Is born a universe,

From a single instant

The aeons can converse,

But upon this endless

Stream of all-possibles

Sits still a featherless

Pale creature that nibbles

Away at its own branch

In a sad, lonely stench,

And only time can stanch

The flow of its thirst quench,

Perhaps. That’s the promise.

If it is not fulfilled

There is much they will miss

And all space will be spilled…

But what if it were so?

What if fate was to let

The hand of its child go?

Will they have always met?

The colours are unknown

But the tune has been played,

The long past has been shown,

The future must be slayed.

Grand romantic is gone

Now brings always’ magic,

The greatest play is done

Let us cry the tragic.

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Yes. No. In a thousand spaces lie a million times.

Threads of midnight crying

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Threads of midnight crying

Upon the silent world,

Old spirits are prying

And young notes rain down, pearled,

A lone soul goes to sleep,

Another one wakes up,

The oceans start to weep,

The world border breaks up,

And all I can think of

Despite the haunting dance

Of the great fires above

Is just this one lost chance…

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Step right up for the

Grand Romantic

always tragic, broken bones.

Someone

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I always wanted to be someone,

I always thought I wanted to be

Somebody, anybody, anyone,

As long as I could grasp my life’s worth,

That one day I would make them all see,

That I would be ‘He who walks this earth’,

But now… oh now… I am not so sure;

Perhaps I have finally found the cure…?

No, I don’t want to be invisible,

I don’t want to be the famed lead star

Of this wild and ever-changing show,

– No more shall I be divisible –

Let me not act nor watch from afar,

I will not shine but neither lie low,

I know my path and will follow the route

Of my own destiny, let it play out,

No matter the hardships I shall rise

For I have found my audience in her eyes.

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Well. Here is something.