Je chhante

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Aujourd’hui ne me voila plus que roi

De ce grand château silencieux et si froid,

Où j’erre en des couloirs de pierres sombres,

Solitaire, fantômatique, une ombre.

Et ma langueur violente s’y déchaîne

Et échos de silence et de chaînes,

Ma douleur est lanscinante et je chante

Afin de l’exorciser, et je hante

Afin d’encor me sentir exister

Sans laisser âges passant m’attrister…

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Référence traînante


Dédicace au grand chef suprême pour le manque de cohérence dans les pieds… ._.

The secret admirer

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As I first set my eyes on you,

I’m lost; I don’t know what to do.

To me you’re a complete alien,

Coming from another planet.

Goddess lost in the world of men,

An angel fallen from heaven.

And as you pass by you leave me

With, in the heart, a strange aching.

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Yet you’re so far away, from my heart.

Yet you’re so far away, unreachable.

I wanna shout your name.

I wanna grab your hand.

I want to yell out to you,

To tell you I love you.

But you’re so far away, from my heart.

But you’re so far away, unreachable.

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You are my sky, my horizon,

You are the border of my world.

I could stare at you all my life,

I swear I would never be bored.

I do want you with all my heart,

You strike me to the core, but yet

When I try to reach out to you,

I find myself unable to.

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Cause you’re so far away, from my heart.

Cause you’re so far away, unreachable.

I wanna take you in my arms,

I wanna kiss your sweet, sweet lips.

Oh I want to learn to know you,

To be able to make you laugh.

But you’re so far away, from my heart.

But you’re so far away, unreachable.

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I often dream being with you,

Sitting there and simply talking.

Speaking about irrelevant things,

And you, you just keep on smiling.

Just the two of us, you mesmerizing.

Just the two of us, each minute passing

To me there is no other star like you,

Always shining so brightly,

Perfect image of beauty.

I want, I try, to get closer to you.

I would rise so high, I would fall so low,

I love you more than you will ever know.

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No time, energy or inspiration tonight so here is something I wrote quite some time ago now, not really a poem per say, more like a song. It’s not perfect, quite rough even to be honest, but it brings back memories.

This night is bright

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The day was cold, empty and grey

But on this night I feel alright,

All I did was wander and stray,

Just walk away, far out of sight,

For in those lonely moments when

All I do is wonder and pray

Sadly I feel like I betray

The sacred oath I swore back then,

Thus I run, fly and leave this land

And look for a place where to stand,

If I ever reach this enclave

Tell them I am no more a slave…

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Skyfall

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This is the end,

The end of an era,

The future is waiting

Just around the bend

J’irais – ou plutôt je voudrais aller là – où tu iras

If ever you find yourself crying

My shoulder I will lend

For I wish nothing

But to be your faithful knight,

Oh how I wish we were a thing

And to hold you dearly at night.

But I can hear the bell

Ringing in the distance, far,

The end of an epoch, this epoch…

Oh my dear do not feel bad, even I can tell

That we are who we are,

The hand has gone around the clock

And upon this eleventh hour

My one and only desire

Is to face eye to eye

My destiny and not cower,

As the fingers of the Moirai

Take out the flames of this fire.

I am not dead,

I shall not die, I will survive,

No matter if our thread

Is cut shorter, my hope will thrive;

I know nothing of what will come

But a blind man I will still run

Where to or even where from

I know not, but isn’t it fun?

I cannot say that I am fine,

I cannot say if I will be,

Whatever happens we will see

Perhaps may even come a sign,

All in all I am not sad

I’d rather say melancholy,

Perhaps indeed it is just as bad

That I bask in it wholly,

Though who can stop me from myself

Apart from me?

I will not sit eternally on this shelf

In the silence and the dust,

Mais pour le moment restons amis;

I swear, despite my brave words, that I can feel my heart slightly rust…

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Hmmm. ♪

Can’t help falling

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The sages say

Only idiots

Do blindly dash

Towards their goal,

Run all the way,

Non-initiates

Who might soon crash

And lose control.

But what sane mind

Would open heart

And soul alike

With no restraints

To the same kind?

Only through art

Can others hike

Through what love taints…

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Rhythm of the beating drum

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In this atmosphere I feel

Like a young man at the heel

Of a gigantic mountain,

Beautiful under the sky;

Of nothing I am certain

Only that I wish to try.

In this unknown maze of star

Lost in a wild sea of smiles,

I will walk farther than far,

I will cross a thousand miles,

Centuries may come and go

Before the answer to this

Great, old riddle I may know;

What, in that time, will I miss?

In my heart I know the truth

But I shall not cut the root

Of this tree yet, for my youth

Is still green and my hope strong,

I await the promised fruit,

I want to witness it bloom

Even were I to be wrong,

Even were it my own doom.

I will smile and laugh and dance

Under sun and wind and rain,

Oh I am sure of my stance

Whatever may come, sweet pain…

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Hega hega ya-hi-ye-hega
Ya-hi-ye-ne-he hega

On se prépare, on se répare

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Alors on se répare

Le coeur afin qu’il brille,

De sourire et de larme

Ensuite on se maquille,

Et puis on se prépare,

De paillettes on s’habille,

On se donne ce charme

Qu’au public on distille,

On rit pour faire rire,

On s’en sert de béquille

Pour un temps moins souffrir

Les piqûres d’aiguilles

Qui nous saignent le coeur;

L’ennui nous éparpille

Et le temps nous écoeure,

Voilà donc qui nous pille

De nos précieux remparts

Et lorsque vient la fille

Du dernier grand départ

La volonté vacille,

Le courage chavire,

Notre âme se fendille

On ne peut plus gravir,

On redevient chenille

Exilée des hauts cieux,

Simple petite bille

Sans plus d’éclat précieux;

Une vie que l’on gaspille…

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J’ai essayé un truc.

Be hope

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But is it true?

Oh forever

In love with you,

For an instant

Cool my fever

– Melancholy –

Of how distant,

Or even if;

This, my folly.

You are perfect,

Upon a cliff

Of true respect;

Free from all fear,

You so, my dear?

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A wish

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I want it all

I want it now

I want to fall

And just allow

Myself to sink

In this deep pool

No more to think

Of when or how…

I am a fool,

That much I know:

You deserve wow

And so much more

But can I show

That I adore…

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Up is down and down is up

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Oh up is down and down is up,

There is no darkness without light

Not a struggle without a fight

When you are but a newborn pup,

The world is spinning all around

Keeping your feet firm on the ground

Only, you yearn to touch the sun,

You yearn to live, to laugh, to run,

Only, you learn to look away

You learn to give, take half a way

Oh, up is down and down is up

How simple is this small mix-up

Like left is right and right is left,

How have you not ever noticed

That the reason so long practiced

Was truly this world’s greatest theft…

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