.
Roses are red,
Violets are not blue,
Well, not all the time,
Sometimes they are white,
But let it be said
That I love you,
I have for some time
And do again every night.
.
A little something, stupid and rash, but true.
.
Roses are red,
Violets are not blue,
Well, not all the time,
Sometimes they are white,
But let it be said
That I love you,
I have for some time
And do again every night.
.
A little something, stupid and rash, but true.
.
Although it may grow weak my hope will never die,
Let me explain to you the reason of the why:
My hope is not a way nor a response to fright,
It is not a bright flame burning deep in the night,
My hope is not a sword with which I fell my wrath,
It is no wildfire cindering all on its path,
My hope is no symbol, it is not a fanfare
Nor a thousand candles lit for as much prayers,
My hope is neither sun, nor moon, or any star,
Bringing soft, wanderful warmth to and from afar,
Tis neither a lighthouse guiding me in darkness,
My hope is not either a string or a harness;
For given enough time they will rot and wither,
Scatter in the wind never to come back hither.
No, my hope is no light, but the music of dawns,
Sometimes it might seem bleak, but the colours it dons…!
On and off again, in a never-ending dance,
Never quite far away, never quite by your side,
Empty of any form, yet filling the expanse,
Always so beautiful, yet fleeting as the tide;
My hope is not a gift. No, my hope is a curse.
It will never vanish no matter all my verse,
For every door I open, every step I make,
For every score I begin, every breath I take,
I hope you are behind, I hope you are beyond,
You are my piece of mind, you are my Amy Pond.
.
Once again, I hope.
Some sort of essay on the hopelessness of hope sometimes.
.
Just as notes on a note sheet
Or colors on a canvas,
Just as words shot in the air
Or a scene in a movie,
Thousand eyes see not one blue,
Thousand ears hear not one note,
Thousand mouths say not one word,
Thousand films play not one life;
Change the lighting of the street
And wrinkle becomes crevasse,
The child most sweetest and fair
Turns frank and further groovy,
What you feel is but a glue
Stitching the strange ship afloat,
For, when all the lines are blurred,
Your own face may become rife…
.
*
When colors on the canvas
And when notes on the note sheet
Spell the words “porque te vas?”
It is ever bitter-sweet…
.
And when there is so much to be done
About all that there is, about nothing,
Can we truly believe everything
Our spirits murmur once they are gone?
Oh when there is so little to do
For all we make, we destroy, we undo,
Can this beautiful world truly be changed
By a family that has long been estranged?
Is it worth it to keep on fighting this fight?,
Asks the wanderer with a sad smile;
He who has finally set foot home feels in exile
For everything has changed with insight…
.
We are the children.
.
Atop his high tower the weary guardian knows
That only the power of light thwarts eerie throes,
That the bright and warm fire, as Ariadne’s thread,
Guides the ships to the shore, keeping them all ahead
From Charon and his barque through all the thickest nights,
Through all the deepest fogs, as they brave the great sea;
A shadow on the wall, a puppet on a string.
He knows this, yet he doubts: oh would anyone see?
Would his absence be felt, hidden by the great lights?
A shadow on the wall, a puppet on a string.
How many moons have rocked the dreams he tries to keep
Concealed behind his heart? For the red-hot iron
Rising again each day burns the true number deep
In both his skin and soul: a thousand one aion.
A shadow on the wall, a puppet on a string.
And yet there he is still waiting for who to be,
Come what may, standing fast against the salty brine,
Eternal assailant of this lost, godless shrine;
No reward, no witness, only hope of what maybe.
A shadow on the wall, a puppet on a string.
.
And yet so close…
.
A heart is not bleeding despite the cold dagger
Plunged into its entrails for hope, if not stronger
Than the steel of the blade, can never be wronger
Than the light shadow cast by its dual stagger,
Now, as the shallow mist of the breath gets slower,
The bold and young emperor contemplates the old,
They can feel the regret in the new snow-white cold
Spreading through the ichor as withers the flower
Of this past suffering: a rose, bright red with thorns,
And roots deeper than wounds, have they made the right choice?
A death is not a death if it is only voice.
Right? They try to remain impartial from the scorns
That their predecessor inflicted on their soul
As they feel the fleeting image of the young fool…
.
The last unicorn may very well be dead…
.
Close your eyes and imagine
– Imagine your own mind
Now silent and peaceful –
You are in a dark room
Without light or music
And a single window
Casts a shapeless shadow
Upon the cherry brick,
In your hand is a wand
Of steel and magic boom,
A butterfly floats in
With feathers made of gloom
And fingers full of wick,
– Edging err bred the brand
Of the incoming sin;
Imagine and tell me
What do you do and why?
Do you listen to see
This sibling of the sky
Or do you let the sand
Drip into the hollow?
Perhaps that is the key
Or perhaps it’s a lie,
Who knows and who will know
What noes are really no
When a gust on the skin
May turn the world around…?
Image in your own mind
Now silent and piece full.
.
Well? What would you do?
.
Aujourd’hui je t’écris depuis une lointaine
Et paisible retraite où coulent mes vieux jours,
Je regarde le ciel et admire la mer,
Non sans regret, sans peine, mais je noie mes cris
Car ci, et pour toujours, la douleur n’est soustraite
Par aucune eau amère d’un coeur artificiel,
Ceux-là, voyant ma penne, hissent en néo christ
Quelque idée abat-jour tracée de main distraite
Et donnent aux chimères allure de six ailes,
Moi, d’office conscrit – bannière puritaine -,
Ne tord et maltraite que des belles-de-jour,
Autel sacrificiel des plaisirs éphémères.
.
Petit exercice de passe-passe avec les sons.
.
Just as a beach of sand is forever stranded
Or a forest of leaves are lost into the woods,
The starry skies of night shine deep into my eyes
And yet I cannot see for darkness is in me.
Just as an open wound with a scar is branded
Or a smile is happy and a tear ever sad,
Just as this perfect role becomes but a disguise
Swept by a coarse wind of restless serenity.
.
A series of relatively poetic images.
.
You have passion? You have good verve?
You like action and excitement?
New things to leave? Need incitement?
Do you believe that you deserve
Another chance to show your worth?
Or to give meaning to your birth?
To be the lance forefront the earth?
We are gleaning talent and mirth
And we need you in our program!
The right are few, others are wrong,
We seek brilliance, we seek the strong!
We seek valiance in potential,
But no prior, nor credential.
You are on queue, a photogram.
Yes, we do hire, with your accord,
All you desire; are you on board?
.
Once again, having ‘finished’ this piece (meaning I have written all I feel I should have written/all I needed or wanted to write), I feel as if I do not completely know or understand what I wanted to achieve or where I wanted to go. I have a vague idea – a feeling, an image – of what I meant, and an interpretation but it remains partly unclear (and will probably remain so for some time). Also, it feels like it still lacks something, some sort of tenure or substance that I will have to come back and add in the future. I shall see, time shall tell.
As often, a mix of bittersweet, clear and obscure, light and uneasy feelings while reading.