Dear Jude

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Hello sweet Jude, my dear old friend.

I got your call the other day,

It’s odd but it seems like a trend

For people vanished in the hay

To recently come back to life

And to give news for old time’s sake,

I smiled when you said you’re a wife,

Now rain pours down, my shoulders shake.

Fond memories, without a stop,

Seem to come back to the surface,

Once they have again reached the top

I can clearly see all your faces…

Oh the good times we used to have,

I hoped since you’d learned to behave.

Oh my dear Jude I’m so sorry

To hear you in all this worry,

Life is unjust, it’s so unfair,

You were so good, the both of you,

The best of us now we’re so few.

If only Charlie were still there…

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A reply to Christmas Card from a Hooker in Minneapolis by Tom Waits

Part of a writing prompt.

Just do.

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Harder, better, faster, stronger,

Higher, louder, brighter, warmer.

The pursuit of perfection takes much time,

It is a tiring and very steep climb,

However with diligence and hard work,

Endless dedication despite the murk

And perhaps a bit of talent and luck

You can overcome any time you feel stuck.

Bigger, simpler, lighter, sooner,

Farther, younger, deeper, ever.

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Simple but effective.

Up into the depths

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In the depths of my mind

There is an endless void

Filled with things I avoid,

I try to leave behind,

It is dark and silent

Not warm but not quite cold,

Not peaceful, not violent,

And neither new nor old;

Then, without a warning,

A star in the distance

Lights up bright and shining

And it begins to dance,

A soft whisper rises,

A calm anc clear voice,

We come in all sizes

For the rest we have choice.

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One little short

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What of my hope?

What of my love?

Will you just let

Wither away?

On this steep slope

Rising above

My heart is set

And shall not sway.

It may be plain,

I may be coy,

Never again

A little boy.

That is my pain,

That is my joy;

No bars or chain

Will with me toy.

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Feast of the beast

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I am a good for nothing thug,

Always on my face a smile smug,

None can stop me, no man or god,

Always it ends in tears or blood

A true-born soulless criminal,

Monster disguised in human skin,

No more a man, oh just a beast!

Until I breathe my breath final,

On happiness of my past kin

And their life and love I shall feast!

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Another go

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My life has been long, full of beautiful moments,

I have lived out my years by your side and by their,

I have travelled the world and have been worse for wear,

I have met many friends and a few opponents,

And now the finish line is just around the bend,

How I wish to hold you at least until the end;

The sun is now setting and slowly night will fall.

Why do I want to run? Why do I want to stall?

I don’t quite understand, I thought I was at peace,

I though I was happy but as I see the moon

Rise up into the sky I feel it is too soon…

All these regrets of mine I find I can’t release:

There is still much to do, there is so much to say,

Thousands of paths to tread, many an unknown way,

Many places to go and of course there is you;

Suddenly there is so much I would love to change,

So much that I know not and that I wish I knew…

But life has gone by, time is just out of my range;

This feeling that rises, this unknown but soft pain

Around which I cannot seem to quite wrap my head,

What if we were to fly? What if we jumped instead…?

I know it is foolish but… Wanna go again?

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Wisdom

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In these tears I can feel

The whole weight of your heart,

Emotions that you seal,

That could drive you apart

From yourself, from your soul;

In this soft, salty rain

That somehow keeps you whole

I can feel your deep pain.

Always darkest is night

Before the first new light,

This might not be the worst

But you are not the first

And surely not the last

To succumb to this ache

Come from ages long past.

Oh my dear desperate youth

Do know that you can make

It through the deadly storm

And one day time might soothe

The soreness of your form.

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One day

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One day

I wish to be able to say

What I think, what I feel,

I hope to know the way

Around my lone Achille’s heel,

One day

I wish to be able to show

Oh what in you I see

And what you mean to me,

How badly I want you to know…

One day

I wish to be able to make

You smile, you laugh – lovely –

To get rid, off to shake

My timidity, if only…

One day.

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Symphonie n°5

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C’est à toi, ô lointaine reine,

Toi celle qui me cause tant

De sourds soupirs, de pâles peines,

Toi qui pour le temps d’un instant,

Sous ta couronne de lauriers,

De ta silhouette, habilement,

Étincelle furtivement

Et fait mon regard prisonnier,

Mais au coin de l’œil tu habites,

J’ai beau regarder et pourtant

Dans les angles morts tu t’abrites,

Ici et là, virevoltant;

Ombre chinoise en avant scène,

Horizon de mon univers,

C’est donc à toi, lointaine reine,

Que je dédie ces quelques vers.

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