.

Sometimes I want to die,

Give up my sanity,

Down in darkness to lie,

For an eternity…

I want to relinquish

What I have been given,

To simply extinguish

That breath come from heaven.

I feel tired of life,

Of what I have become

And the perpetual strife,

Giveth me no outcome.

The reason however,

To this dark, twisted thought,

No matter how clever,

I admit I know not.

My heart’s been feeling glum,

For a number of years

Now, body feeling numb;

No more sadness or tears.

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