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Long ago lived this fox – wild – which I tried to tame,
Its heart was is a box deep behind walls of shame,
It felt vulnerable with very few loose threads,
And yet more than able to turn so many heads,
I tried hard to become its friend, its companion,
But could not overcome the width of this canyon
That it had dug so deep and baleful between us,
Days grew into months and months into years
And I feared this story would forever be thus
Though I never gave up or gave in to my fears,
Then on a rainy noon a miracle happened,
We but shared a small cup next to a warm fireplace,
It was a simple drink however, it deepened
The bond we had woven out of this breath-thin lace,
To this day I know not whatever made it change
Its ways, its trust but home came suddenly in range;
Now the door was open even if just a tad
And the uninviting, time-ragged stone threshold
That, since the beginning, had always seemed so sad
Filled with colorful lights the air that once was cold.
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Fiends are but friends that never are.