The Encounter

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That which happened, for my life I could not explain,

In the dark of night when the city is silent,

A most peculiar sight, never since seen again,

Of a hidden conflict ever so violent;

When the world fills with much wonder and mystery,

When cats become tigers and legends, history,

Never becomes maybe and myth, reality,

Explaining the truth escapes our ability.

The whole building was white, covered with frozen ice

As if a giant hand had carved an edelweiss,

Across the room a web of bloody metal thread;

A human shape dug deep inside the icy wall

Haloed by a thousand cracks, pure vision of dread,

And the masked man stood in the middle of it all…

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Hopeless romantic

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Can they not see the fire that burns bright in his eyes

Everytime he sees her, all the meanings inside?

Can they not guess what he carefully tries to hide?

Those emotions raging, oh the love it implies?

Nothing but a mask is the serene expression,

A clever wall of smiles that hide inner passion

He builds around himself, akin to a castle.

Much like a house of cards -grandiose yet brittle!-

Let be cursed the day that they should urge and ask,

A single push, it falls, and then off comes the mask:

Gone is the appearance of outwards complete calm

As power over truth whisks away from his palm…

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Tempus Fugit

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I can already see the wrinkles on my hands,

Feel the passage of time and, too, the weight of years,

Even though I am young I can hear the white sands

Fall through the hourglass, I have so many fears.

My life has come to this day, this precise moment

Without much pain, hardships or even excitement,

I live along the banks of this quiet river

Floating quite aimlessly towards my last shiver.

I may be wrong or right, I may be saved or lost,

For once I wish to live life whatever the cost,

Holy angels may weep and dark devils may dance

But I will never change that which is now my stance.

In lightning or in rain, when shall we meet again?

My whole soul I shall strain, nevermind searing pain,

For even a single small opportunity

To meet my heart’s desire: gain my humanity.

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Night has come

Play it while reading. Or after. It’s worth it anyway…


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Pitter patter on the street,

Raindrops on a violin

Falling like notes on a sheet,

Long after the last complin,

Night has come, full of mystique

One might fear or one might seek,

Its dark mantle fit for kings

Hath fallen and giveth wings

To ideas and thoughts most wild

That grow in adult and child

Don’t you want to dream again?

If only to relieve th’pain?

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A little unfinished something (voluntarily for once) that I wanted to share. Might come back to rework on it later; I feel it needs to be longer, more like the length of a full song.

Nevers

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Connaissez-vous, messire,

La botte de Nevers ?

« Que nenni », puis-je ouïr ?!

Triste enfant de l’hiver…

Je puis céans prédire

A vous, duelliste vert,

Un funeste avenir.

Gardez l’esprit ouvert

Et prêt à réagir,

Car si vos yeux de vair

Venaient à se couvrir,

Plus qu’échange sévère,

Le risque est de mourir.

Sa force par-devers

Saurez-vous donc saisir?

Qu’on tente de m’occire

Et je prends à revers;

Jamais ne cède au pire,

Contre tous et envers !

Avez-vous donc messire,

Mon secret découvert ?

Déjà j’ai pu enfouir

Ma lame en vos travers.

Je vous sens vous roidir

Passer du bleu au vert

Et vous entends maudire

Moi et cet univers,

Mais vous devez périr

Parmi ces primevères,

Comme qui ose rire

Au nez du Duc Nevers.

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Meh. Je me sentais inspiré.

I was there

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I was there when the stars came crashing down,

When the purple night came over our town,

I was there when your mother disappeared,

And when the souls of the living were cleared,

I was there to watch babes grow into men,

There again when the sword clashed with the pen,

I was there to see endless fields of grass

Mirror the ocean, the sky hug the earth,

I was there also to witness the birth

Of the hidden city of broken glass,

I was there early for the beginning,

I saw the moon cry and the sun grinning,

And for as long as my life I can mend

I shall be there the time when comes the end.

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The Phone

a short story by Sullivan P. Oopy.

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handonphone

She jumped with a start as the phone rang again. The piercing beeps echoed in the empty house. A second time, a third time. It kept on ringing, and yet she wasn’t making a move to get up and pick it up. Instead she was rooted to the spot. Fear? Apprehension? Anger? Frustration? All of these feelings boiled inside her. She wanted to scream at the top of her lungs, to let her tears flow freely, to get up and run far away from that place. But she couldn’t. If she did it would only mean surrendering to her most primal feelings, it would also mean surrendering to him. No. That was not acceptable, it was not an option. She had to remain calm and strong. This was nothing. It would soon be over. She closed her eyes and tried her best to drown the sound of the phone out of her mind. One deep breath. Two deep breaths. As she exhaled for the third time she slowly opened her eyes. The ringing had stopped, the room was silent again.

She could feel her heart slowing down slightly, her breathing becoming less ragged. Oh, she wasn’t relaxing yet! No, not yet. This wasn’t over. It never was. Each time it kept ringing again and again for as long as she refused to pick up. It drove her mad. But this time, this time maybe… Maybe she would be stronger. Maybe she would stand up to him and not cower by answering. That was the kind of woman Hope Wien was, strong and independent, reliable and friendly, someone her friends could definitely count on. That came from her mother, Camellia, from the Wien side of the family, the strong side. Of course it was strong, her mother had somehow managed to convince her father to take her name when they had married, a feat that Hope had not seen repeated anywhere else. Wien was a strong name. Originally coming from the european city itself, and pronounced the same way, it had changed to a softer ‘ween’ when she had arrived to America all those years ago. Reluctant to accept this at first, she had slowly got accustomed to it, even getting her brother, who had remained in Austria, to say it that way when he talked to or about her.

Her brother. Thinking about him brought her immediately back to reality and made her shiver. He was the one responsible for all of this. Slowly and methodically torturing her with those calls. Each year, on the same day at exactly 6pm the phone would ring. Wherever she was, whatever she was doing, whether she was at home or only had her cell phone. It would ring without fail. How he got ahold of her, she would never understand, the point was he did. Every time. He would let it ring for as long as it would: once, twice, three times, as many times as it was necessary for her to pick up. Sometimes it lasted a few minutes, sometimes hours. Once she had just thrown her phone into the river out of frustration. However he somehow had managed to call the friend she had been spending the evening with. He never stopped, he was relentless. As if this call and the feelings it brought down on her was the sole purpose of his life on that precise day.

“You psycho!”, she wanted to pick up and yell at him. “Why won’t you leave me alone already?! What have I ever done to you to deserve this?!”

But she couldn’t manage to do it. Never. Because somewhere, deep down, she knew she deserved it. Once upon a time it had been her who had the role of the torturer and him the role of the victim. Oh how she regretted it! How much she wanted to go back and change it, make it up to him. But time only went forward and karma had caught up to her. She was too far away for him to actually come over but the psychological torture he imposed on her each time seemed to be enough to content him. She sighed once more and looked outside, anxiously waiting for the phone to ring again. Rain started pouring heavily over the city, night was dark and cold. She was prepared this time and yet, as the phone rung again, she couldn’t help jumping one more time. She closed her eyes, repressing her emotions deep inside her and inhaled one last time. Two rings. Then, slowly, she got up and walked to the phone. Three rings. She extended a trembling arm towards it. Four rings. Five rings. She quickly grabbed it and picked up.

“Y- yes?”, she said.

Damn it! She cursed inwardly at her trembling voice.

“Who is it?”, she added in a more confident tone, for the form, despite knowing perfectly well who it was and what he wanted.

Her heart had stopped beating as she now waited for the dreadful reply. At first there was silence, no, not silence, she could hear him breathe! But he said nothing. Then there was a slight change in his rhythm. The bastard is smiling, he’s enjoying this! She couldn’t see him but she knew it. Rain started pouring more heavily and the sound it created against the large windows was harrowing. Come on! Come on! Say it! She silently prayed, wanting this to be over. A flash of bright light momentarily lit up the sky. Tears welled up at the corner of her eyes and she was about to say something when, finally, he spoke.

“Hallo… Wien!”, her brother said as thunder roared outside.

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Choice

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A flash at the edge of my vision

And roaring thunder in my ears,

I can feel welling up the tears

As comes the time for a decision.

I cannot, do not want to decide,

Wishing to fly away and hide;

I know not why heavens bring forth

Such a dark and twisted choice as this,

Adventurer lost in the wide north,

– From Scylla into Charybdis -,

For in pieces my heart will break

Leaving only sadness in its wake…

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Don’t ask me why. I let the words flow…

The Beast

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I cannot truly say that I, ever before,

Have witnessed such scene or will ever again:

Amidst fiery battle, blood and steel forging pain,

Suddenly rang her cry and then echoed his roar.

You cannot understand the feeling of despair

He cast unto our foes as well as our allies,

I saw the darkness grow and break beyond repair

His good mind, his pure soul, and madness cloud his eyes…

His spirit got so warped that his body began

To tear apart and grow into thing hideous,

The power is thrilling but the thirst, insidious;

Blood calls upon fresh blood and eats away the man.

He swore a sacred oath: to never surrender

To the darkness inside, to fight it with his life,

And He, in His great plans, did only consider

That he, never in time, could overcome this strife.

Evil looked down on us in His castle above,

Playing dark games with us, pawns trapped in a damned string,

His fateful error in all this careful planning

Was to not comprehend a little thing called love…

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Well that’s what you call self-referencing! (Will understand those who know…) // Voila ce que l’on appelle de l’auto-référence. (Comprendra qui pourra…)

À ma mort.

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Ma mort mortellement mortifère

Aux vieux os de cartes et d’argent

À la démarche de voile tissé dans l’orange

Ma mort à la manière des frères poètes

Ma mort sans caoutchouc mais rouge convexe,

À la chaleur péremptoire et en oubliant la croûte.

Ma mort Dantesque tu m’entends ?

Ma mort ou la tienne, ou sa mort, je ne sais plus,

Dans l’indivisibilité de la fracture olive et charpente

Ma mort à la moelle de sable et de chic

Sans aller direct par avion ou par bateau

Mais au tarif préférentiel de quatre-vingt-dix euros,

Ma mort sylvestre en patrouille d’Halloween

Ma mort alléchante pour un lion pause tartare,

Si pacifique mais aussi un peu atlantique

Qui veut voir virevolter vents violents et vivantes violettes,

Ma mort miroitant sans fève ni ceinture,

De clous goudronnés et de cuir instantané,

Ma mort couleur chips, couleur vol de perruque,

Ma mort interministérielle et solitaire

Mais sans jamais redire de gagnantes ellipses

Partenaire particulier cherche partenaire particulière,

Ma mort horizontale de miel et d’enclume

Sans voix mais avec réaction de force équivalente à polarité inversée

Sous le toit de mon cap sauce liquide

Ma mort alignée astralement avec bienveillance

Pourquoi pas en trois ou quatre temps méridionaux

Et à jamais signée de là-bas.

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Poème inspiré de L’Union libre d’André Breton, écrit au cours d’un atelier puis retravaillé légèrement.